FLIP BEATS

So this past week has been up and down. 2 good things happened I got my ibeats which I am pleased with and I got my jacket I’ve been saving up for. The bummer part is that this weekend was shit. Did nothing really except bummed around. Apparently I had nothing to do and I wasn’t invited to any parties or social gatherings. W/e though. From this weekend I realized who really cares and who doesn’t. I guess this all mean I have to try to start a whole new with friendships which is hard because you can’t make a real friendship happen .. It just happens on its own. But I guess if we don’t try it won’t ever happen. This is a start of a new…

So today consistency is a mixture of hot sweat and 100 degree weather or .. Excuse me 102 to be exact. It was friggin hot today and on top of that I decided to clean the car. I thought It would be fun to challenge myself against natures scorching heat but apparently lost because I was definitely ready to pass out. What took the longest and the thing that was the worst part was waxing the car. One waxing takes a long time.. 2 buffering takes twice as long and its twice as hard so I sweat twice as much. I got to a point where I gave up and just took a break and chugged gallons of water. The rest of the day was pretty chill.. Had some hotdogs and turkey burgers.. Some wawa and watch law abiding citizien which I repeat is a pretty good movie. Hopefully tomorrow will be better and I get my speakers.. Can’t wait!

So my 4th of july weekend consist of anger, madness, hate and thrashing. I was extremely not in the mood because the house was messy as hell and my parents left it like a dump. My brother and my sister then came over to spend the 4th of july. I wasn’t in the mood that night so I just stayed away from all them downstairs and crashed away to sleep.

The next day which was 4th of july we went out shopping for random stuff. We first stopped at best buy where my sister bought a tv then we went to lunch at the mall. My mom said she wanted a gyro and so do I so I went and got one. As soon as I got back to the table to give it to her she gave me this attitude like she hates me and I was retarded. She told me that its not want she wanted but it a mean attitude. I was soo pissed I walk away with my food and ate alone. When I saw that table and chair where I sat alone.. I had a weird feeling.. A feeling of comfort. I loved sitting alone and eating. I think I’ve gotten used to and I like it. I felt someone was telling me I will always be alone in everything do, and that was fine. So I continued to sit alone and eat my food as I felt my heart bleed in the inside,I felt so hurt. From then on I never wanted to talk to mother again. I hate her and as soon as I’m done with school here I promise to never to return to this hell mouth. For now I’m stuck in this place, ill continue to avoid everything that seems to annoy me or get in my way.

So tomorrow I will happily eat my first attempt to cook kalbi ( idk if that’s the right spelling) hopefully it will come out good, if so they good bye korean bbq places.. Ill just cook it at home.

nomorexcuses:

Such a good flashback

I hope for summer to find me adventure and a story.. I don’t want it to be dull and boring

Today was pretty stale for the most part. Once I got up went to the gym then passed out. Went to the mall and wait online to see 30h3! Which I wasn’t looking forward to all that much. I didn’t go with anyone and a lot of the people there are like teenage girls and highschool kids along with some random parents. As I was waiting online I overheard this girl talk in the back of me talking to her friend. She starting talking about how she went to get a wristband to get in and she pre ordered the cd online but they still wouldn’t give her a wristband.. She said she was pissed( though she didn’t entirely sound pissed) and she said that hot topic told her to try to find someone who would sell there wrist band. I started thinking then that I didn’t really want to go to this thing and I’m sure this girl was a bigger fan then I was so I told her I’d sell my wristband to her. She didn’t believe me at first but we negotiated and I sold to her for 20 bucks.. Which I think was much because it was only 10 bucks and I kinda felt guilty afterward but.. She was happy about it so I was like ok.. Anyway after I earned myself 20 bucks I got myself a tasty gyro and called it a day.. Aka go home played video games and watched Iglorious Bastards. Talk about a day… I’m sure everyone is not reading this and there all watching the world cup.. Or something….